It's been a tough year....

2008 has been an extremely difficult year for me. I'm hoping 2009 will be a better year for my family. I'm getting some guidance and support which I truly do need. Lee is getting some help that he needs through school. I'm trying to be kind to myself and improve myself as each day starts. It's hard because sometimes I don't like the person I've become. I am coming to terms with certain horrible events from my childhood so I can finally be at peace with myself.